memory

The first day we meet at the mines expo fair....

The first dinner we eat together with belinda

The day i send u home n u treat me a cup of neslo

The first day we date, U accompany me go n buy jacket for dinner....

But i miss up ur birthday cause i am at johor....

The first day i tell u my feeling, n u accept me...still rmb the time my feeling n happiness...

hope this story will be continue non stop....i really hope...

6/6/2009

6/6/2009

This can say as a very special day for me...totally can say as i lost all my things today..

Wat i lost.?? I can say that i lost my lovely girl today...i also confuse..

U tell me tat start from fews weeks ago the feeling for u to me start to reduce or maybe fly away..

Thats nothing i can say because feeling is juz a feeling, nobady can control, what my sad n heart pain for is the feeling we build for 6 months would be that kind of fragile...

Even can say as one day morning wakes up it suddenly dissapear...

But lucky that u still gv us a chance to rebuild it, u say every thing still maintain..but wat is maintain? really nothing diffrent?? now our relation become complicated , is friend or couple?

i really dono.......maybe i should leave this place for a while to calm down....

Outdoor road show

Finally today will be the first day road show for sg.wang....wat a terrible day for that

Full of pelik pelik people n a sun tat can burn every things out.sweater a lot n not comfort a all..

wat to do? things still going on n work stilll need to continue..

And you say is me that think too much for that case, n it is nothing n not something..

So..i choose to believe u dear, i dowan there is any misunderstand between us..

Jealous

Today morning accidently see ur phone msg...sorry dear

notice tat u got msg with a guy call jeremy izzit...?

is tat guy ur past bf? 

Since when i become so much of jealous and sensitive? 

Why i wan to think so much about tat n could't i juz believe that you are true to me?

Izzit i scare tat will be hurt or i juz scare tat u lie on me....

Am i need to ask you wat happen or try to be nothing happen..?

I know something might not be as wat i am thinking...maybe juz him wan to know how r u recently only..

Dear i am not a type of guy that full of romantic and dump to know how to talk well to make u happy..

but...i treat my love n feeling very serious not juz simply paly paly..

I believe you dear, i believe  you know wat you doing and true love btw us...

This cases willl be blow away along with this post...love you dear..

Tuesday

Fanally one of my fran also collegue are leave after 6 months worrking...

And once i will become alone n unsupport on this company..

haiz..wat should i do by now?

茫然

why does nowadays seems like many things happen to my career??

many things wanna make a decision...

Always feel like i am been protected like tat since from the first job i attend..

protect by frans..

protect by boss...

each time also seems like hv a good chance to make my career execellent...

but izzit really tat kind of things happen?? 

I don't think so...